1 Year Cam Anniversary

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I can’t believe its been 1 Year since I decided to shift my focus from shooting to webcaming. I’m proud to say its been one of the best decisions I’ve made in my 5 Years in the Adult Biz. Don’t get me wrong, I love shooting and will continue to do so for the amazing companies that I love working for. I’ve always webcamed here and there but never really took it seriously until about June 2015. I wanted to make a change and find stability, 2015 was such an Epic year but I know that that wasn’t always going to be the case. With the way the biz you can never really perdict how work is going to be. So here’s what I’ve learned this past year caming full . ITS HARD WORK!!! You can’t compare working a couple of gigs a month to actually caming 25-30 hours a week. I know theres a lot of girls that cam even more than that. I have so much respect for cam models, their hard work and dedication. It’s not easy dealing with people who can be so nasty and mean and just want to talk shit. For me that was the biggest adjustment, besides the people who cosistantly demand shit like you owe them something. On the upside let me tell you the amazing things about caming. Being able to get to know your fans on a personal level. Caming is real and Raw. Sometimes its not glamorous but its real, you get to know the real me and you either love me or hate me. You can’t Fake what you see. I’ve been able to connect with you guys on a personal level and guess what I’ve leaned? How lucky I am to have you in my life and have such an amazing support system. You guys make me happy when I’m sad and make me remember to see that the glass is always half full never half empty. I hope that I’ve been able to be there for you guys the way you’re there for me and I’m speaking to you know who directly. This year has been such an emotional journey, I feel so emotional because of how joyful I am. Thank you a million times from here to infinity, love always your friend.

 

XOXO

 

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PS My 1 year Cam Anniversary with FreeWebcams.com will be last week of August ;D I can’t wait for the BIG PARTY!!!

My Weekend With Raven Rocket

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Holly Crap!!!! What a Freaking Epic Weekend!!! This weekend was full of laughs and good times surrounded and supported by great people!! Hands down the best GG Cam show to date!! Everything was just so epic!! Talk about good vibes! The energy was just right!! To everyone that came out thank you!! The highlight of Saturday was hearing Raven sing. Talk about one talented girl!! UGHHHHHH SOOOOOO FUCKEN HOT!!! lol Sunday was just as amazing!! Glad to be seeing her again Monday!! Can’t wait to announce the Top 3 MVP’s tomorrow via Twitter!!

 

XOXO

 

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XBIZ 2016 GG POTY

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Wow!!!! These past 9 days have been so crazy!!! But so wonderful!! First and foremost most I want to Thank XBIZ for naming me 2016 Girl Girl Performer of the Year!! I was honestly shocked! You work so hard but never know what’s going to happen!! Besides that narrowing it down to only one performer must be difficult. I feel so honored! Thank you XBIZ! I know my fans are so happy so thank you for the recognition!! I will continue to work hard and stay on top off my game #BossBabe Status and to continue to make you guys proud!

 

Second, signing at AEE was so amazing! Thank you to everyone that came out. I got to talk with a few of you and I was really touched by your sweet encouraging words. From those that talked about being GG Porn Fanatics to those who talked about LVLZ, thank you everyone! I signed next to Bree Daniels my first two days at the FreeWebcams Booth. It was awesome hanging out with her and getting to know her more!! We bonded over a few drinks lol. I also signed with Shyla at the Girlsway Booth. It was our first time signing together. Needless to say we had a lot of fun. I get more and more impressed with her everytime I see her! Her excitment with LVLZ is so contagous!! Thank you Freewebcams and Girlsway for having us sign your very first year having a booth!!

 

Finally, I did not walk away with an AVN award but if it had to be anyone I’m glad my BFF Shyla took it!! I’m so proud that we both won GG Performers of the Year and that we are both Girl Girl only performers! I think it’s bad ass!! So heres to an amazing start of the year!! 2016 better watch out!!!!

 

XOXO

 

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Becoming A Webcam Model

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I bought this planner when I was on my way back home from New Zealand this Year. It’s crazy looking through past months and can I say WTF?!* Can’t believe its October!!! As I started looking back through my months this year its’ been officially 4 months since I’ve started camming part time. I hate saying part time because I’m averaging 20-25 hours of camming each week. I called my sister up and told her I had a part time job and told her how hard it’s been camming 25 hours a week… she then continued to tell and I quote “Oh really sister poor you, try working over 40 hours Bitch and see how it feels” I thought I probably sounded like a complete jack ass lol. But truth be told going through the transition of Performer to Cam Model has had it’s challenges. I’m not going to lie and say that its been peaches and cream. There’s been days that I’ve broke down crying & screaming no body likes me, I suck!! (My old MFC Days) lol. I decided to make webcamming my priority back in June when I got tired of the ups and down of Porn. Work always slows down during the Summer but besides that we all know Girl Girl bookings aren’t being thrown out like Hot Cakes. I started doing my research on camming and then became partially angry after I found out how well some of the Top Webcam Models were doing. I remember telling myself!!!! Fuck that! If they can do it I can do it!!! So back in June I started webcamming part time on Stremate. Since the beginning of my career I occasionally cammed on Streamate. I could log on and make X amount of money. I could usually only handle like 3 hours top since it’s so hardcore (a lot of pussy play & toys). I remember making the move to MFC was just scary. WTF ARE TOKENS??? TELL ME MONEY!!! WHY ARE U MAKING ME DO MATH DAMNIT!! MFC was a struggle!!! They do have allot of traffic but they also have a lot of freeloaders. It was a good platform and I did learn a lot. I had a great friend that was very helpful!!! It’s so cool when people go out of their way to help you out!! You know who you are! Thanks for being awesomely sweet!! You encouraged me more than you know!!! So here I am 4 months in and camming on my favorite site so far!! Yes they have some issue like FreakyKinkyMarie that wants to give you a Free Fisting Anal Squirting Show All you have to do is Add her on Facebook. No Bullshit, No Drama Lol I’m laughing so hard right now!!! (Inside Joke TEAMVCRUZ) But most importantly, they take care of your girl!!!! You guys seem to love it too so it’s just a plus!!! Just so you guys know the sites been around for two years, they are always improving. The best thing that has come from camming is getting to know you guys!! I feel like I’ve gotten to know every single one of you!! And you know what? You guys are pretty cool!! I’m smiling so hard right now!! I really mean it!! There’s been days where I’ve felt like crap and you guys are just so sweet sometimes. It’s great having that kind of support system! You guys know that I always try to be there for you too!! Thanks for making it fun each day on cam!! The reason why I’ve grown to love camming so much is that it’s given me the opportunity to pick and choose who I want to work for!! I was always selective before but now it’s on a different level. I’m really excited about shooting my own content. I love creating videos that I know you guys will love!! I just hope that with time I can continue to impress you guys and have fun doing it!!! I really do see us as a community!!

 
XOXO
 
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P.S. Make sure to show your love tomorrow. I’ll be cammming with Serena Blair.